╭♥Thicks and thins of mine♥

Waking up at 4am

2011-12-29T04:48:00.002+08:00

And I'm now listening to love songs, sneezing and rubbing as my nose is falling.

Had the most stupid nightmare ever! Spiders?? Tissues?? Oh Me GAWT!

Started to worry about my pieces. Darn. I feel like going to campus now, to learn, to practice. =S

how i wish i can get back to sleep. x

Merry Christmas!

2011-12-23T00:30:00.001+08:00

Tehee! W got to my place and bought me these!!

He knows I like Christmas more than CNY. =)

The first photo was taken by him and the second was taken by me!!

Tell you people, I haven't get showered since I reached KL. oops!

Time to get some bubbles on my body!

Merry Christmas everyone, have a joyful one!

说好的减肥呢

2011-12-22T01:36:00.003+08:00

我其实在跟朋友聊天聊到一半觉得肚子饿，而其实才刚刚吃了12串loklok下去，我就想在facebook打怎么我又饿了，结果这首歌突然就从我的脑跑出来了。。刚开始只改chorus然后就post在FPK的wall上面。。结果我们两个就跟整首歌改出来了。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

我的facebook显示着美女的照片

男孩盯着她们的照片口水流落了

美食成在我面前色香味俱全

那不争气的肚子打鼓终于忍不住

肚子响了饿了身材面临选择

我再也不能 tahan了

一开始的毅力呢我买的营养餐呢

有时候饿了就是behtahan了

怎么了又饿了说好的减肥呢
不说了心淡了离成功遥远了

美丽的人总是有优先待遇我哭诉着

那些鄙视的眼神多么深刻我都还记得

不然算了不管了美丽的身材呢就罢了先吃了再不吃就冷了

只是梦里面的身材无法实现该怎么办呢

梦里面长秀发瓜子脸小蛮腰

现实中头发燥叮当脸水桶腰萝卜般大腿

帅哥走了看见我吓到了
心碎了伤心了放弃了又吃了

最终梦里面的身材无法实现做老姑婆了

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

真是笑到我们没有力！！！

2011-12-21T23:56:00.002+08:00

and i'm with my secondary blue st. john t!

"Don't wait for the future like you would for a train. Pave the way!"

Just another day

2011-12-21T17:55:00.004+08:00

I woke up at 1pm today?

or slightly later?

hehe..

So I took a shower...

and this is basically my look of the day..

First thing I did was paying a visit to Dr. Chua's clinic..

It's closed!!! Opening at 1st of January, 2012!

Oh my..

I wanted to ask for a letter from him,

so that I can just go to specialist in Damansara!

Wuwuwu. sob..

Then I came home,

waited for my mom and I went to boutique! =)

Look what I've got

I think this is cool man!

I think this is just nice with a long or short jeans and boots?

with my hair all tied up and a ribbon?

quite cute right?

the reason why i bought this is because it's big enough to cover my tummy.

hehe

Love this long dress!!

Something for W, I'm not sure if they fit him well. =)

Back from Boon Yew's wedding. =)

2011-12-20T01:48:00.012+08:00

And the prince and the princess lived happily forever after. =)

Kai Shian looks exactly like a cat~~!

See!!

She looks just nice. adorable. 跟她在一起我hold不住。哈哈！！
小时候的手势还历历在目呀

Me and my cute cousin. She's really cute. =)

惠恩来拍照！不要站到直直耶！头歪一点看。。

然后。。这个pose就出来了。。哈哈！

hold不住，我hold不住呀~~！

He finally had some time for a picture with us. =)

How sweet! Lovely~~

苗条淑女，君子好求！

The girl next door. =)

那些年我隔壁家的女孩。。

美琴！！毕业后就没有再看到她了。。终于给我看到了！=（

We're so so so 38! hahaha! hohoho.. oops! =X

So these were taken at the wedding. I met lotsa friends there and I was so excited!! Most of them are from Li Chi primary and Dato' secondary!! I miss yall friends!!! and I always will.

lots of love.

We're back!

2011-12-19T18:25:00.002+08:00

We're back from salon!! So these are some quick photos before make up and dressing up!!

and it's time to get me dressed up! catch yall later. with love.

A random one.

2011-12-19T15:05:00.003+08:00

♥ This is my look of the day ♥

So I'm chatting with Thong now while waiting for HuiErn to come pick me up..

We're hitting salon babeyy!!

Hahahahaha...

Hmm.

I got to see Joling's blog from Thong's.

All I can say is..

又是一个情痴~

Hahahahaha~

What am I typing?

It's ok. just a random one before I leave the house.

我要骂人了！

2011-12-19T14:39:00.002+08:00

臭鸡蛋这个kakak啊！

今天我刚睡醒妈咪就问我要不要吃东西，

我说不要，

之后妈咪讲“那个也不吃，我叫她弄烧昨天的芋头饭来吃她不要”

然后妈咪就去弄烧那个饭了说看她吃不吃。

之后我玩电脑的时候，

听到我妈在她房间问她几岁。。

妈咪一出来我就问她怎么了。。

妈咪说她老了，怕跌到。

什么东南西北？？

她那天明明在楼下爬到那个梯子上面坐在上面抹风扇的！！

妈咪说怕她不吃东西然后怕她跟人家讲我们不给她吃。。

Counting down for Christmas

2011-12-18T14:37:00.002+08:00

I'm welcoming Christmas.

My heart melts everytime I listen to Christmas songs.

How do I celebrate this year?
And I wonder if I'm celebrating with the right one.

The maid.

2011-12-18T13:58:00.004+08:00

so I woke up at this hour

i didn't have a good night

i was pissed off

one more time of acting like this

i swear to god my palm will be on your cheek the next time i see you

tried out my lenses and hmm, i still can't make it for my left eye

i wonder why

it's boonyew's wedding tomorrow

what do i wear what make up shall i put

i heard mom calling maid for few times

and she wasn't giving any response

wtf?

she's so troublesome!!

first she asked me to switch off the fan upstairs ( i was eating downstairs and she was cleaning up something downstairs too, i asked her if this was supposed to be done by 'now' and she said yes.)

second she asked my mom to switch on the fan or something cos she was outside doing erm.. whatever it is

then she moved all our stuff from the toilet and started cleaning it

and all my precious stuff ended up remained outside!!

wtf? again.

following by she was right in front of the switch of the gate

and she asked me to help her to open the gate while i was sitting in the tv room??

she told me that "sampah besar!"

alright then i opened the gate for her and i realized her sampah besar was only the one that i asked her to bring it from my room

she's so bad!! so she asked you to do something everytime u asked her to do something!

wth??

and she mumbles like scolding everytime we ask her to do something

she washed the dishes 'soundly' like she was breaking 'em up.

OH ME GOD!!! my mind is humming christmas tree song!

owh...

i hate bitches

me ain't one

just that

i behave a little too mean sometimes

grin

Goody "Footy".

2011-12-17T23:53:00.003+08:00

You know how hard is it to shower with my left foot wrapped like dumpling?

And I was figuring my way to make my photos behind the header in my blog right.
It took me about an hour and now I finally have some time to do the typing work?
Oh GOSH!

Special thanks to my course mate for helping me out with this..

You know who you are my dear. *heart*

My phone rang, and it was my brother asking me to open the door for him.
Urgh! Please, I'm upstairs!!
I "climbed" down with my dumpling foot. xD

He asked me if I'm free tomorrow to have an eye with the garments they bought today.
Guess these are gonna be online selling soon. =)

Hey hey hey!!
W called saying he bought burger ramlee (ayam special) for his brother.

I hope they're eating together now and they're talking?

Owh.. I think this post is just a random one, a draft that I'm posting.. =(

I don't think I can still write.

Hope I can write more from now on!

Stay tune peeps!

An interesting post. =)

2011-07-08T16:33:00.001+08:00

A:她：“老公。我晚上不想刷牙了。”

他：“随便你，等你有了虫牙可不要叫疼。”

她静静的没有说话，我有了虫牙你不会心疼吗？

B:他们坐在一起看韩剧吃零食。她困了要睡觉。他说“刚吃了糖，刷牙再睡！”

她：“我困，不想动，不刷了。”

他起身，拿来挤好牙膏的牙刷，漱口水，还有可以盛水的空盆，端着盆哄着她把牙刷好，再把东西都收好。

女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。

A:他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。”

她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？”

他：“改天吧！”

她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？

B:他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊！一会儿我去看球了啊。”

她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。”

他：“怎么不高兴了？”

她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。”

他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。我陪你去吃饭。”

她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。”

他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”

她：“没事……”

没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。”

其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。

A:他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。”

她：“几点回家？”

他：“九点之前肯定回家。”

九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？”

他：“十点。肯定回家。”

十一点。十二点。一点。两点……

后来。她不再打电话催他。因为她知道。对于不守承诺的男人。一切“肯定”都是“未必”。

B:他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。”

她：“你能那么快就结束吗？”

他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！”

快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了”

信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。

A:她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。

她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。

他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。

B:她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。

他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！”

她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？”

他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面！”

女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。

A:她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。

回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。

B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。

回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。

女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。

A:他说：“你是最好的。”

她问：“我哪好？”

他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。”

她笑了。

B:他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”

她：“我哪好？”

他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地狱！”她哭了。

一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。

一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。

幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己!

A day of mine.

2011-03-18T16:21:00.003+08:00

Walked home from uni, met Hannah halfway, she was heading to her MBE. =)

There I kept walking.........................................~~~~~~~~~

Eh, I saw two policemen over there, at the polis bergerak booth!....

Without stopping and delaying, I walked and passed by, saying 'ello'..

They looked at me like I'm some kinda freak.. MUAHAHAHA!!!

Oh, I was talking about 'freak'..

Just realized that UCSI actually got lotsa awesome shit.

We've got lotsa cool, cute and FUNNY FREAKS around!!!

Concert Practice today, some performances really made my time.

Enjoyed. *weeee*

Back to the topic, I kept walking, there was this random guy (of course I don't know who he was, that's why I said random) calling, " Miss... Miss"

I turned around, he handed me a manuscript paper which I folded it into a quarter shape, which I used it as draft for theory!! GOD!

I must dropped it out from my file~~~

(Maybe I was too happy walking home. HAHAZZ)

Walking my way home......

GUESS WHAT?! I saw a dog. Some kinda smart dog (Well I don't think it really is, cos I can't mention about its breed, but it looked smart for me.), at the guard house, there I walked closer as I need to pass by!!!

HAHAHHAAHAH....

The guard asked when I was still kinda far, walking towards,

"Ah moi, sudah makan belum?"

And I answered, "Dah, pukul sepuluh tadi." XD xD

There I continued walking.

(Something fake scared me, but its size was giant.)

And I'm home!!

Hey you know what? Sometimes it's not that bad walking home! =)

Feeling so god damn sleepy, this is also the reason why I chose to walk home without waiting for DANAI.. =) =)

*I found out this post is having the tendency to all the bad words, but I'm just feeling a little excited, cos it's my weekends!!!! YEAHHHHH!!!! Gotta busy for half day tomorrow and I'm free~ Time to rest!!!! =) =) =) =)

Today.

2011-02-13T01:34:00.002+08:00

It's not a happy day, using his new bought desktop now typing, I feel sad. Ain't comment much about this...

Now... Show you something funny.. I saw at least 20 of the longchamp bags... OMG, just within 3 hours in 1U... Ladies, look at your bags cum'on~!!!

Argh... so bad now having these kinda thinkings.. I've been bad, really bad, gurl. =)

So true. =)

2011-01-24T01:36:00.005+08:00

1、用手插入米缸的米里面~~插来~插去

2、看见路上的地砖，故意隔一格跳过(不走过界，要完全在格内)

3、用镜面反射太阳光，在教室照来照去

4、在硬币上面铺张纸，然后用铅笔在上面涂，描个形出来

5、吃完糖果之后，将糖纸包回原本四四方方的形状出来

6、在超市里面踩着购物车行走

7、把画着“小乌龟”的纸条贴在同学的背后

8、从后边拍别人的左肩，站在别人右边

9、踩别人的影子

10、下楼梯时坐在扶手上面滑下来

11、出电梯前把所有楼层的按钮全按一遍，然后若无其事的离开

12、用萤光笔油指甲

13、下雨时打伞，总是故意地转那把伞

14、家里没人时，对着镜子学跳舞/演戏/唱歌

15、玩家电包装里的那张有很多泡泡的塑料膜,把泡泡一个一个按破

讓癌細胞睡著的10种食物

2011-01-24T01:28:00.001+08:00

請大家多吃含有這些有效成份的食物，讓身體內蠢蠢欲動的癌細胞多多睡覺。讓癌細胞睡著！

下午參加了一場小型國際研討會，其中有一位目前在美國癌症中心的戴博士以 "Is Cancer Curable?"(癌症是否能治癒?)為題，分享了他對癌細胞生長動力學的研究結果。

癌症最令人害怕的就是 metastasis（轉移）。原生癌並不會讓病人死亡，然而一旦癌細胞轉移，它們在其它組織器官內的興風作浪就讓病人逐漸（或是很快速）的走向死亡。但是，為什麼有些癌細胞已轉移的病人卻未繼續惡化?

日本曾解剖研究了幾十位無病痛往生的 90-103歲老人，發現他們每一位體內都有不少的癌細胞。但是，為什麼他們的癌細胞沒有造成身體的病痛?

戴博士和幾位癌症研究學者發現，癌細胞在活躍一段時間後會進入「休眠期」，休眠一段時間後又再度活躍，興風作浪。「休眠期」越長，病人能存活的時間就越長，甚至不發生令人害怕的「轉移」。

現在醫學界積極的在研究拖延癌細胞「休眠期」的方法，包括利用藥物和飲食。「有效預防細胞癌化」那篇中提到的幾種天然物可藉由控制癌細胞內訊息傳導(signal transduction)的路徑來讓癌細胞進入「休眠期」，所以我把它們再次列，請大家多吃含有這些有效成份的食物，讓身體內蠢蠢欲動的癌細胞多多睡覺。

# 1 Curry 咖哩的重要成份「薑黃」（抗癌成份是「薑黃素」）
# 2 Hot Pepper 辣椒（抗癌成份是「辣椒素」）
# 3 Ginger 薑（抗癌成份是「薑油」）
# 4 Green Tea 綠茶（抗癌成份是「兒茶素」）
# 5 Soy Bean 大豆（抗癌成份是「異黃酮」）
# 6 Tomato 蕃茄（抗癌成份是「茄紅素」）
# 7 Grape 葡萄（抗癌成份是「白黎蘆醇」）
# 8 Garlic 大蒜（抗癌成份是「硫化物」）
# 9 Cabbage 高麗菜（抗癌成份是「indole」）
#10 Broccoli 花椰菜（抗癌成份是「硫化物」）

WULIAOness

2010-12-07T23:43:00.008+08:00

Random post.

2010-12-07T23:22:00.005+08:00

The art. =)

2010-12-07T22:50:00.005+08:00

This is the one I like the most! =)

I found this via facebook accidentally which I think it's quite true.

2010-09-07T15:16:00.001+08:00

1、千千万不要自作多情。

记住：他和你玩暧昧，就是不够喜欢你。男人真喜欢一个人，从眼睛就能看出来，他恨不得栓着你，怎么会忽冷忽热、忽进忽退？是，喜欢肯定有，总要他看着你顺眼才和你暧昧。所以，对暧昧你的男人一定不要多情，就算他常常拉你出来、天天短信、电话。就算抱过、亲过，也依然不代表什么，什么都不是。不要相信这种男人说的好话。

2、静下来想想你未必就是真的喜欢他。

人都有惯性，比如一个人天天9点打电话给你，2个星期之后不打了，你肯定难受。这就是很正常的一个心理作用。所以，当你习惯了他天天绕在你周围，突然他又远离你的时候，你不甘心了吧，开始惦记他了吧。别相信你就真的那么喜欢他了，这只是一个惯性作用而已。别多想他，自己该干嘛干嘛，过几天习惯了就又没事了。然后他又热情起来了怎么办呢？你要是还没看透，还要入套我也没办法了。

3、如果真的喜欢上了他。

说白了，就算是特别喜欢他、天天无时无刻不想着他了，也要烂在心里，绝对绝对不让他知道。如果憋得慌，可以跟好朋友说，可以上网写出来发泄，但就是不要对他说。为什么？因为作人姿态一定要漂亮，就算你输了，也只有自己知道，他没有机会看低你。

4、想和别人玩暧昧？别，千万别，这种事有报应的。

好好的爱一个人多好呀！别干这缺德事。经上所述：我觉得，女人，真的不要自作多情，男人真的爱你又怎么会对你不负呢？真的爱你怎么会伤害你让你难过？真的爱你怎么不会好好疼你？别玩暧昧，暧昧不是女人能玩得起的，别一时冲昏了头，让自己后悔！

一路走来，遇到过许多的人，碰到过许多的事，是好是坏的也罢，在不知不觉间都成了过去。最近看到了许多人遇到的许多事，突然地想对所有人说，要对自己坦白，对身边的人多关怀，别让深爱你的人受伤害，因为许多人错过了就永远错过了，许多幸福溜走了就不会再来。如果每个人都能在失去前学会珍惜，就会少了很多遗憾！

这个社会太精彩了，人的精神也很容易越轨，想对某些不小心精神移位的人说：当某一天，你觉得某一个与你在路上擦肩而过的他、她比你现在拥有的他、她更让你心动，快敲敲自己的脑袋，这个世界上再美的人都有，你能爱上几个？你能真的把他、她带回家吗？如果不能，可别忘了回家的路！

要知道，有个人每天都在实实在在地为你付出呢，在拥有他、她之前，你不也是觉得他、她很美吗？不要因为时间长了习惯了便忘了他、她的好，人不可能永远理智，但是，人，真的不能永远只随着自己的性子，时间长了，如果不懂得珍惜，思念是会过期的。

忘了你们自己的本性、不要忘记、男人女人是平等的、男人可以给你温暖、可以给你冷淡、可以给你寂寞、对他们来说、你也许是个闲暇时解闷的对象、也许是个寂寞时倾诉的对象、也可能是不安分时发泄的对象，感情算什么、可有可无、现在什么是最重要的？

不要把自己的时间浪费在男人身上、男人不过如此、我只能说现在不是时候、做自己该做的、忠爱自己、

女人，看透一切，努力成为一个完美的人才是最重要的。

Close to you~

2010-08-16T00:29:00.003+08:00

Still my favourite song so far~ <3<3<3
Relaxing, calming, SWEET =)

Well err, another fav song lately, pyramid. =)

Argh~ World Music's on Tuesday~ How on earth am I gonna pass it?? It's so HARD! =(
Gypsy is so Arabic feel!! Owh.. =(

My First Photoshoot.

2010-08-12T18:57:00.006+08:00

Album Name : Outdoor

Venue : Cyberjaya

Date : 17th July, 2010

Photographer : Randy

Model : Evonne, TingTing, Jessie

It was freaking hot there.. The green grass.. ANTS!! The biggest enemy!! Owh.. =( I woke up at hmm.. 6am? I wasn't really happy that day because I was like 'calefay'~ And I actually went for a birthday celebration party the night before.. Hmm.. What else to share? Oh ya, Ting Ting is my housemate and this Evonne is my new friend!! =) =) Love to meet new friends!! <3

Blog Blog Blog

2010-08-12T03:43:00.002+08:00

Am at Hui Ern's place now using her lappy to get myself online..
Facebook, Blog..
I've got lots to share but my blog has been left out a lot and I don't know where to start again.

Hmm... Let's talk about my boy....
He's so fragile that I can't even talk to him rudely..
Well, he's cute for certain ways, he's totally like a 6-year-old or even smaller kid who's damn tall and thin which only can be seen by moi.
I don't like him to drink, he gets mad easily so.
Another serious case, I can't stand is silentness and I can't guess what's in his mind, well yes, I know that's how he behaves.
He will not hurt be by words, but he always hurt me by movements.
When he's mad, he could just pull me up from the bed, pull the blanket away from me and left me like that.
What the hell?
But still, he cries everytime after he's mad..
I only hope he can tell everything, voice out baby!!!!
I can't stand if this is gonna be forever.
But anyway, I know he loves me:
Everything he does he thinks about me. =)

(A lot more to share, maybe some other time?)

Am having Accounting Practice paper tomorrow at 2.30pm and this is why I ended up in Ern's place.
I ate a lot today!! KFC, McDonald's and Home Cook Food!! All because of her!! LOL
No longer nice in photos.
I really have to slim myself down, NO OTHER WAY!!

17th, am having World Music paper, which I feel is the hardest part!! =( =(
Listening, essay, mcq, short answers.. ARGH!!! Getting mad!
Gotta start right after my paper tomorrow! =)

Oh ya, there will be some photos that I would like to share for my modeling life. =)
Will post it to my next post. =) =)

Lots more to share people! Catch me!

Dreams coming true..

2010-08-02T11:35:00.000+08:00

Had done 3 photoshoots so far~ =)

The only thing I'm worrying about is studies.. My World Music.. Sigh..

Gotta be real serious next sem!! Hope I can pass everything this sem. Please. =(

What I'm doing now.

2010-06-17T19:45:00.002+08:00

Doing slides for presentation of Kenya and Tanzania movie, it is a re-do. =(

I hope I can get enough data, information for it? Listening to 'Do you remember' now.. =)

For your information, Kenya and Tanzania are countries in East Africa.

Wondering why the lecturer asked us to do about this topic..

Fever of FIFA World Cup in South Africa? XD

What a bad day!!

2010-06-17T09:39:00.002+08:00

Slept about 4am last night, woke up at 6.30am~ PISS!

Exam was at 8.30am, got to get up early, just to get a nice parking. WT?

There I banged my bed frame with my TINY leg, it gone bengkak, oh cheh~! ='(

AND, right when I was reversing my car, I didn't know where on earth there were cones! i banged, yes, 2nd bang, again, today.

There I went for exam, well, it was fine, no problem! =)

3rd incident, I went to get my car just to go home, I banged (3rd bang!!!!!) with the so called stair case!! =_________________=||||

So F-ing bad luck! =( =(

Okay, at least am back at home now, blogging, i should be grateful! =) =)

Waiting for Hui Ern to come my place and brief me about accountings!

Hitting some songs now with my new bought speakers..

Here starts my day, and I believe no more bad luck!!!

=) =) =)

Life.

2010-06-16T08:44:00.002+08:00

A lil time here perhaps?

.::Life::.

Being a little too stress of studies:

"Am I?"

Studies~

There is no longer a motive for me to attend classes, but I really hope it will change soon.. Failed my world music paper.. This is gonna be the last semester I will ever sit for world music. ARGH!!! I hope everything will be just fine this semester. ATTEND CLASSES JESSIE T! World Music at 2pm later, presentation on board. Major at 5 pm later.. >.<" Am having mid-term now! Malaysian Studies on Thursday, Accounting Practice on Saturday~ Continue on next week!

*I really do pray hard for this semester, BO PI everything SOON SOON LEE LEE!!*

Family~

It's Father's Day on Sunday, but I'm not going home! I need to print a photo of my dad out and get my ass off to my work and sent it out before Sunday reaches! HOW ON EARTH AM I GONNA MAKE IT ON TIME! I need to study now in order to make this works! I hung up my mum's call the other day and I still feel guilty now. =( My brother said he might come to KL this end of month, will it be real? Hmm~ My 38 sister went to Malacca a couple of times during her holidays. =)

Love~

Hmm... JessieT has no much comment for this as everything's just on the very right track. I've got lotsa videos and photos about this baby to post! He forced me to define him as husband or hubby when I need to tell people about him. LOL! Well, we have arguments recently. Just something about opinions... Different thinking, different reaction. Sigh? Didn't think so. No harm.

Suddens~

My cousin, Doo is coming to KL this Thursday and she's gonna stay with me for just one night, then she'll go back to Segamat.. (Oh? Shall I just pass her the pressie I get and make for my dad instead of sending the gift home?) -What a brilliant me... X)

Activities coming up~

Tomorrow, Hui Ern is gonna brief me uup about account, and I will just gone sitting for paper just like that! So, HUI ERN, JI YI SAI LEI LA! XD Am hitting Maison again this Saturday.. But this time, it's a suggestion from W.. We're going with his friends.. Minimum of 6 bottles to get VIP tables.. Huhuhu~ Hmm, SHOPPING? But I have no KaKi's.. Argh~ (someone just came across my mind, but it will never be true! It's ridiculous anyhow.)

Health~

Hmm, just recovered from sick, not exactly, still having flu and cough. Well, there was limited blood coming out with my snivel.. Hmm~ And constipation is still not solved.. W keeps asking me to go for body check, that's what I want to.. Any sickness, 'sapolangcang', everything come out on a paper, senang macam ABC. lol~

Money~

No $ No talk, No honey~ =)

Many things to get into my wardrobe.... Too bad~ =(

Salon(per time)=$$ ;

Facial(per time)=$$ ;

Travel(in M'sia)=$$$$$$$$$$ ;

Sick(just once, to clinic)=$$ ;

Outings(roughly just once)=$$ ;

Food(per month)=$$$$$$$ ;

Cosmetics(per time)=$$$$$$$ ;

Checkups(per time)=$$$$$$ ;

Clothes(limited shop)=$$$$$$$ ;

Handbag(each)=$$$$$$$ ;

Heels(each)=$$$$ ;

Petrol(once)=$ *3/4 ;

Phone(My K850i KO, I want iPhone 4)=$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ;

Friends' Birthday(each)=$ ;

W's Birthday(although Nov)=$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$(or more) ;

Parking Fees(per month)=$$ ;

Textbooks or Music's(one-time buying)=$$$$$$(or more) ;

$=RM100

How rich should I be in order to get all the stuff I want?!

Get them one by one!

Arrange them in top list thingy or most wanted list! Hahass.. =)

(By the way, I counted. 136$'s up there.. Well, (or more)) X)

Let me Zzz for a while and wake up for class later. =)

Will spend more time on blog. =)

KO!!

2010-04-12T07:53:00.002+08:00

Jury's on 0920 later.. My playing is like shit now!!

I don't know if it's a cause of last minute practise or nervous or 'fa ban zang'!!!!

My playing is worse than the normal playing!

Asshole!!! What to do now??

This temper cause me very very very very !*&^&%!%$^%!$@

Our outing.

2010-04-10T15:19:00.006+08:00

Venue : Mid Valley - Taiwan thingy (I always call it little Taiwan)

The Gardens - Redbox (I prefer neway)

Omg.. Neway is much better, has all the songs I want! Redbox? No next time. Neway better!! Go Neway people!! =D

Choir Concert.

2010-04-09T02:03:00.000+08:00

这八个月都不需要拿这个科目。。
看见朋友家里大大小小，所有的家人都来看他们的成绩，享受那份快乐。。
而我，看着看着，有点心酸。。

读音乐有一年多了。。
每次的表演，身边除了自己在这里读音乐的朋友出席，（当然目的不是只是为了看自己）~
身边都没有人是特地来看我演出的。。
家人，男朋友，朋友也一样~

以前，当我有他的时候，每次concert他也没来。。
曾经带他去看巴生的choir concert。。
他竟然说很显，不要看了。。

想每次表演，演出玩，我都会有不同的感受~
通常都很快乐~就像我跳完舞，大家都是看着你，称赞你的。。
那天的钢琴表演也一样。。
那次是我第一次在public演出。。
学校都没有听我弹过琴~
那一天后，大家都对我这个常旷课的人刮目相看。。
为什么？
大家说我很有天份。。
touch很好。。

我老师也是这么说的。。
她和他都说我很容易教，一教就会。。
就是不爱练琴~
Classical的老师和Contemporary的老师，
都说我很有天份。。
Classical的老师说我只要多练琴，一定会有很不一样的成绩。。
Contemporary的老师就说我有耳朵，常听得出什么音后应该都什么音，错的音一听就知道~

只是练了一星期琴，表演后的成功，那份喜悦。。
打电话回家告诉家人。。
他们也不会知道我有多高兴，更不会知道我为什么那么高兴。。

身边都没人知道~
他也没来。。
我更不用期待以后的任何演出会有他。。
他人在kepong，星期一到六都需要做工，
通常等他赶到来cheras，都是九十点了。。

爸爸妈妈呢？
每天问我读什么，学什么，我应该怎么说？

音乐，其实真的是门很深奥的东西~
大家懂的只是表面~
真正要了解音乐。。真的需要很长的时间~
当然也要有心。。

有的人花了一生人的时间，都还学不完，研究不完一个国家所拥有的音乐。。
就印度好了。。
到老了都学不完~

所以那些只单纯喜欢听音乐而不喜欢去了解得，
别说什么 music is my life，没有音乐我活不下去这些屁话。
You're nothing to music and you know nothing about music.

是怎么从伤感突然变得愤怒了呢？
我到底为什么就是不能好好的睡觉？
明明就累了为什么偏偏就是睡不着？？

我，不再是我了？

Cute drawings to be shared.

2010-04-07T19:56:00.004+08:00

Have a nice day. =)

After rain in South China.

2010-04-07T19:45:00.004+08:00

Me thinks they are nice. =)

What to do when you are bored at work ..

2010-04-07T19:28:00.001+08:00

Makes me wonder, though: where does someone work that there are this many flies???

JessieT's music life.

2010-04-06T21:59:00.006+08:00

Me sitting on grandpiano. I want more photos!

Music is my passion~ <3>
The conclusion~ =)

~~~~RECITAL DAY~~~~ 30/03/2010 ~~~~

Me staring at the keys before starting. Was so nervous without score. ==

Both foot on soft pedal and damper pedal. =)

Done.. Goodbye. =)

More stories about my music life is coming on~ Move move move, Keep it moving~ =D

My 2nd cooking. (1st was 2009, May)

2010-04-06T14:02:00.002+08:00

Oopss~ Hehe.. =x
Mashed potato, chicken, sweet potatoes, and tomyam bee hun on the table!!

*Mashed-potato
*Mexico Chicken

This was cooked randomly for me and Yirui. =)=)

Vacation.

2010-04-06T13:01:00.009+08:00

The men helped me to clear the place ONCE they'd just arrived!! xD

We had lunch with the family next door~ As I mentioned, this is so exciting!! Nahh.. The uncle next door is not the uncle in white on top.. But the red shirt guy is his son, my current neighbour. =)

This is Tey Jia Ying.
Can't see me though~ =="

The aunty helping Tey Jia Ying to do her homework for holidays!

Her daughter too!!!! OMG~ @@

SS time. I actually laughed at the last photo cos my dad said, " pai lai pai qu, zhen de bu ming bai ni men zai pai shen me. "xD

In Beryl's.

Me likes this. =)

She's the superaunty!! She dares to play whatever that's inside there. I.N.S.A.N.E. @@""

The dead bodies of teddys..

This kis at the left is the most troublesome character!!

He stood on top there, and kept throwing the 'basketball' towards the goal. He's so cute!! >.<"

It's the first time, I'm 19, my parents brought us to arcade. =="

The girl in white is my dad's cousin. =)

The ticket gone crazy, the ticket kept coming out, and we couldn't even manage to handle them.

What I bought for us.

Venue: Genting Highlands & Cheras

This is the very first time in my life time, I was borned in year of 1991, my dad brought us, to Genting Highlands. He prefers Cameron Highlands. =)

Me.

2010-04-06T04:56:00.002+08:00

Had just done preparing for my Malaysian Music's listening test. Is looking for Viva mexico by Victoria Acosta. She's a great singer. Feel like learning singing Jazz and Christmas songs so much! Yes I'm gonna do it! It has been sometimes last I hit a club. I rejected to go to Maison last Thursday? Hell yes, I did!

Alright, regards to the recital I had last Tuesday, I'm quite satisfy with it. Why? Cos people made me on top of the world. Jocelyn said she likes my trill, Tian Yi said I played well, Ken Ny asked me since when i AM a classical student. I said I was and i AM. haha~ im happy still. That's what I was paid of being practise for a week. "What if it's a month?" (By Tian Yi) I've been praised by Linda, TianYi, KenNy, and some others that I don't know. On last Thursday, my lecturer told me that another two of her students who are YiJia and Ally, said that I was the best that day. I know I could do much better than that. Cos I missed some notes but I didn't hit the wrong note (due to over-tension). I was shivering when I was playing!! TianYi sensed that, how genius he is. =) Oh ya, I played Edvard Grieg's Notturno Op. 54, No.4. =) Well, I must thank my lecturer very much! She taught me how to get a nice color, touch, voicing, tonal balance of the piece.. She's a very x9999 good lecturer, and also a pianist. She plays every piece that I say. This can be described by 'WOW'~

Talked to M, i feel so much better as I never chat with a friend like this for a long time. We talked about studies, life, RARE and speSEL event. Hahass.. We talked about relationship too. Well, he's definitely a good guy. =) I really had a great conversation with him.

I realized that baby had actually refilled all my water bottles for me and boiled me a 'water boiler' of water. "Thanks baby. The message I sent you, I mean it. Love ya baby. Muakzz~"

“我以为我的温柔，能给你整个宇宙”is what he has been singing all the time now. Well.. I taught him to play 稻香, he complaint that his fingers got cramp. Tut?!

Went shopping with baby last weekend again.. Spent around Rm7oo, (including today, been to Pavilion with 2 seniors.) Wonder how much I've spent this year. More than 5k for no doubt. =S

I've just received Viva Mexico by Victoria Acosta from Joe(y). Thanks Joey. Thank you very very very muchiie! (This is what I always call him in my blog). Well, this will never change. (To Joe if you're reading my post.) And he's complaining that he has 2 pimples on his face. Hey, I have uncountable ones on my f-ing face alright? ^!%$@!$ (Well it's due to constipation) Shh.. xD

Am thinking of carrying some business, Jessie wants to make, earn money! And yes, I've told my parents about this. XoXo~ I would like to have lotsa money in my pocket! =) I'm teaching soon. I know it'll be very little compare with a dancer. I will think of a way to make the maximum ones. (Well, don't take this too serious.) xD

Training myself to walk straight, stand straight and sit straight now. Hahass~!

2 weeks of holidays starting after next. What's on in Segamat? I miss you. Left a big n small sized room for this house. =) New sem, new housemates!

Well.. Can I really do what I desire to? Studies, family, friendship, relationship, financial.. Blabla.. I have tonnes of points, but I don't know how to put them in sentences. I can't really spit out now~ Way to go Jessie Tey~ I am glad that I am Tey Jia Xi, a daughter of Tey Teng Swee and Soh Guat Ley, an elder sister of Tey Jia Ying, a younger sister of Tey Jia Long. I am proud to be a part of my family. I love you.

Recital's tomorrow..

2010-03-29T12:23:00.002+08:00

Jessie Tey left not even 24 hours to practise now.. I'm F-ing nervous... As in short, it's something like my concert tomorrow.. Nonono, shall say it's Teddy's concert and I'm the special guest that had been invited to play at his concert. XOXOXO.. XD

Nahh.. It's one of the programmes that we need to complete. My lecturer wants me to wear a long dress... But... My friends said it's no need to be so formal. So I borrowed a dress from baby's mum, (she's very kind, she offered me some dresses) How sweet of her~ It's not too long, not too short, just right slightly lower than my knees~ Muakzz!!

Anyway, I bought 2 dresses from Eclipse yesterday which I feel very satisfy with it. I'll take buncha photos of them, no worries. They cost me RM598. (RM299 each) XD

Hmm.. Jessie Tey is going to zoo or picnic in a garden soon~

But there's no time for me to slow down..

I gotta be more hard=working from now onwards.

World Music please.. It's so hard~! =(

I wanna complete my course nicely!!

(I just feel something bad's gonna happen.) =(

He just can't read me.

2010-03-21T20:51:00.000+08:00

男人~你其实一直都不懂~

2010-03-17T15:16:00.001+08:00

女人不吵了、不闹了、不叫了，就是真的不爱了

女人说要离开，是伤心了，是你让他失望了.

女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋友，不是她太贱，只是她舍不得 .

女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激一下你，让你多在乎她一点 .

女人不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信，你接到电话、

短信时，是否也同样的想念她 .

如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口.

女人总是在你面前假装很开心，不是她没心没肺，成天傻乐，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

男人其实你不懂

1 她总是问:你在哪呢?你现在在干吗? (她很想念你,只是想跟你说说话,你不给她发信息,她很矛盾,怕你在忙,但又忍不住想你.换了别人,爱干嘛干嘛,她不关心.所以请你一有时间就问候她一下,让她放心,让她知道你心里有她,她不会烦你.她总是主动联系你,她会觉得她贱.)

2 她说:我不开心了,我好烦. (不要怪她无理取闹,更不能觉得她在烦你,她不是真的不开心,她只是想你了.只是想要你会来安慰她一下,哪怕是:乖,别闹了,听话!)

3 她说:不要感冒了./路上小心./自己多注意…… (不要嫌她烦.因为她知道你不傻,甚至是很聪明的.她只想让你知道她心里有你,她很想关心你)

4 她总说自己又长胖了或者长得不够漂亮. (不要觉得她是在自卑或嫉妒别人,她只是怕自己在你眼中不够完美.她已经在为你改变了.)

5 她总说她想要帮你,要你有什么事一定要告诉她. (其实她知道她帮不了你什么,她只想让你知道你还有她,她永远在会你身边陪你,会一直的支持你,)

6 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气,发小脾气. (别说她小气,不信任你,她其实是在吃醋,这表示她十分在乎你.即使心里难受也会自己安慰自己.)

7 无论做什么她总会征求你的意见. (不是她没主见,太过依赖你,她只是尊重你,凡事以你为先.)

8 不管在哪里她总是紧紧的和你站在一起. (她只是在告诉你她信任你.)

9 她爱忧伤,总是会多想. (不要觉得她是想太多,只是有时她会觉得缺乏安全感.)

10 她假装生气转身离开. (其实,她不是真的想走,只是离开的时候希望被挽留.)

11 她会突然冷淡你,或是向你撒娇. (别怪她孩子气,她只是想让你哄哄她.)

12 也许有一天她会跟你说分手. (其实,这个时候她已经喜欢你好久,只是不确定这份感情是不是对的.她只是要你的安全感,你的舍不得,你的不要走……）

Photos

2010-03-17T13:13:00.005+08:00

ALL PHOTOS TAKEN BEFORE AND DURING CNY.

Thank you.

While I was MIA. (typing in blur and headache mode)

2010-03-17T12:09:00.002+08:00

.::CNY::.

For a short passage, I lost RM300++ about 4 this CNY.. I bought baby a SWATCH branded watch which costed me RM530 for Valentine's, XOXO and decided to get him a SEIKO which I hunted quite long ago. It's gonna cost me RM2k+!! Afford it not? ==" I got to see my beloved family members, cousins in this CNY. They're all back from UK, India, and some other parts of M'sia. But!! I failed to go to my WaiPo's house during CNY..

.::Normal Study Days::.

Went to uni really early, I couldn't even see any sunlight. Why? Cos I lazy to walk to uni, and my friends go to uni really early to practise piano, get parking. (Think this is what I'm gonna do as well cos my dad is getting me a car.) =)

.::Car Hunting Day::.

Bought Motor Trader. I found a CRV, year 04, costs about 7xk. Like it! Why I chose to hunt a 2nd hand car? Cos my dad said there will be holes at my car if he get me a new car. GOOD! ==" My dad then brought me to PERODUA the other day while I was back in Johor. He likes Myvi SE, orange, then I saw ALZA there, which I'm kinda like. I test-drove it. Not bad huh.. Just nice. And it has a more cool interior. But the thing is I don't need such big car. The salesman said we can use it for vacation, and my dad said, to me. "zhe liang che yao pa qu genting, cameron, wo bu hui jia wo de che? ni gan yong? deng xia liu xia lai" I was laughing. Myvi is now out of stock in M'sia. Most people is getting ALZA now. It's 'hot' now~ swt.. I said I want it. It's 6xk.

Then we went for Proton. Exora is quite nice. Bigger than ALZA, but ALZA's interior is nicer. Exora is 7xk, the one with leather seats with DVD player. Cool huh? Then my dad said, " ru guo ni yao ALZA, wo bu hui mai zhe liang geng hao?" Haha.. My mum said, " wah, yue mai yue gui liao huh." Savvy is in orange, which I said is Malay colour. I told my dad I rather pick Myvi SE in pearl white, with the 'PAQ 11' number plate! xD

We went for Toyota too. My dad looked for Vios. He doesn't like it, he said it's not stable enough for Toyota. He's trying to take all these cars to compare with his LandCruiser and BMW!!! Omg! I said, 'pa ar, bu yao na zhe xie che gen ni de che bi ye..' swt wey~! And there's gonna be a new kind of Vios next month. The 'lights' are gonna be different.

At last, we went back. Dad onlined, surfed from mudah. He saw LandRover, Freelander. He made a call to the number and it costs about 7xk and 8xk respectively. And my dad decided to get me one of that. (I'm kinda like it) xD

.::Sickness::.

I have no idea with what's wrong with me.. I'm so sick.. Headache, dizzy, and feel like vomitting, since last week!! OMG!! No mood to go no where.

.::Shopping::.

I didn't go for any shops cos I decided to save money. I want alot of money!! Yeah!! I bought C905 from my sister, JiaYing.. =) My iPod touch is making me sick.. Getting bored of it. I think I will need to install more games. Feel like getting a new lappy, the VAIO which my cousin bought with the glowing keypads in the dark. It will change the brightness due to the sun expose of surroundings. Hehe.. I want it! It's RM400 more expensive than the current one I'm using. Aikz! And a camera! I want a big one.. Haha... Sounds like I really got lots to purchase. But.. I don't afford them.. SAVE!!

.::Chopin Concert::.

It's what Chopin Society will do every year. Last year was more grand. I wore exactly the same as the year. Same dress, same heels, it's just that I added a shawl. Baby said look like I'm going for dinner. =) =) The playings of both years are just AWESOME!! I'm glad that I could become crew for both years which my friends are all jealous about it. Haha.. Hope that I can still be one of them in coming years!

.::Recital::.

It's kinda event that every students in UCSI Music School will need to undergo and go through. Mine, held on 30th March, 2010. But this is a guy named Teddy, he calls this event as a concert. And unfortunately, I was arranged to play at the same day with him.. So who am I? What part am I playing? Special guest that has beed invited to play in his concert? AHAK!! Of course that's not only 2 of us. More people. And Jury is coming.. I'm still so sick. =(

.::Talkings::.

My mum always asks, ' jin tian lao shi jiao shen me? hui ma? ', which always made me speechless. cos I don't know how to answer. Shall I answer, 'jin tian lao shi jiao wo yao zen yang eigt transfer, jiao wo men xen yang ting interval, blabla' Is she gonna understand? Haha.. But it's just a way a mother concerns about her child. I appreciate it.

I went to my ex piano teacher's house, well she still is. I told her everything of my learnings. Finally there's someone in my life (who is not those classical students in UCSI) understands what I'm telling!! Haha.. She said my lecturer very good (very times very many times) Well, many people say so. My major lecturer is good. I totally agree with this statement!!! She's really good. My pleasure. =)

.::38 Tey Jia ying::.

She just sent me a SMS, telling me that my dad is buying me a Myvi SE, pearl white. (Shall I feel happy?)

.::Now::.

Time to rest again.

*Photos will be uploaded soon* (Perhaps that I've got photos to upload) Fingers crossing with each other. I love people around me. I really do.

I want to be loved.

2010-01-20T06:42:00.002+08:00

Well it has been sometime last I updated my blog I think?

This feeling's confusing and I have no one to tell.

Again, I don't know if I'm right.

How I wish....

How I wish everything never happened.

I'm taking it too serious?

Well I went to a friend's blog, saw him posting stuff about a girl.

Realised that, I don't actually have a space to drop down every single thing of my life now.

Sigh~

It's no longer the same.

Shall I share here?

Ever again?

Am not happy.

(Sorry to Willy, my baby if he's reading.)

我真的不开心。

没有被爱的感觉。

没有拥有与被拥有的感觉。

我想有被爱的感觉。

为什么刚在一起却什么被爱的感觉都没有？

对我来说，男朋友只是个名词。

为什么给我的感觉是个陌生人？

以前却没有这种感觉？

是认识得久了吗？

清楚知道自己的心里有他，他也表明了他是爱自己的。

为什么拍拖没有拍拖的感觉？

不会提到他就会很开心，有聊不完的话题？

总是没话说。

我寂寞？我想说话却也没话说？

跟他提了这些问题，他的反应让我很心痛。

他说这是他的问题，没话是他的性格。

他问我，“可不可以不要那么好？”

我不知道自己好在哪里了？

目前为止是没有发过脾气。。

一来，我们刚在回一起，还很陌生？没有问题？

（可是我觉得很大的问题啊？

拍拖没有拍拖的感觉，甚至当他就在我眼前，

我只知道这个人是我男朋友，

其他的什么都不懂。

感觉上我们的心不是靠在一起的。）

二来，我也不知道他有什么地方不是可以让我发脾气。

他的时间表不会有改变。。

“星期一到星期五：

早上9点做工到6点，

过后去gym，

回到家都夜了，

累了，要睡觉，

我也没机会说什么，也不知道可以说什么。

有时晚上他要过来找我，

心想，都那么夜了，他又不是挨惯夜的人，

另一天又有做工，

是他真的没时间真正陪自己吗？

可是我们真的没话说！！

沟通有问题？

我知道他的性格，较静，没有要求什么。

只能说顺其自然。

星期六：

早上9点做工到5点，

过后就是我的时间，

一直到礼拜。”

我也需要回家的。。

kepong来cheras太远了？

为什么weekdays晚上见面对我来说累人?

另一天上课的上课，做工的做工。

就一个礼拜见一次面？

其实是够的，还是那句，

或许他对自己来说是陌生的吧。

所以总是感觉不到他。

不想再见，不喜欢那种感觉。

热恋？

完全没有那种感觉。

想念，却没有‘实际’感。

他就好像不是我的。

他是怎么想的我也不知道。

“两个人一齐，最大既问题系沟通唔到，但系无野讲仲惨！”

不是他没心，是我太有心。

不是他不在意，是我看得太重。

I wish to live happily, to live a fairytale.

I don't want that there's only love in my life.

There's no such thing from now on.

No staying home thinking rubbish.

No spending time thinking rubbish.

JUST LET EVERYTHING BE LIKE WHAT IT SHOULD BE.

Have major class to attend at 5pm..

Need to practise hard.
Remain awake again.

Sigh~

When can I live a normal life?!

Jury Jury Jury

Recital Recital Recital

All the best to moi.

*loves*

Jessie loves 2010. =)

2010-01-15T07:38:00.008+08:00

Ashley gone crazy after my teddybear. lol

darling hiding.. xD

James was looking at her like so 'shen qing'.. haha

omg, this lady.. Nahh.. Exactly like me!! muahaha!!

GiGi (don't really know how to spell.) xD

She's so smart. =)

Baby. =)

*loves*

What I do when I got nothing to do in class. =D

Photos below were taken while waiting for TangYen to come pick moi up! xD

All the best in year 2010!

Live a better life. =)

Malaysia BOLEH!!! XD

2010-01-15T06:16:00.018+08:00

A friendly tiang that convenients people. =D

Me thinks, this is sorta fashion.

Transformer in Malaysia is a lady?! =X

So is this one way or both ways available?

leakage? the source where water comes from?

LAME!!

So shall I go or?

Tiga roda beca?

How grand it is~ =D

Feel so blissful that I'm not in this college!!! Muahaha!!

Hello? Drive safe!

Movable parking?

ShaoLin Kungfu~ =D

Is this the way to scare people off?

Parking lines on wall?!

Just don't think that the board is invisible. Is it?

Kelisa fans~ Don't buy so many cars if your house can't support 'LARH'~ TUT!!

TAN BOSS?! Can I get 'THE BOSS'? lol

Not everyone has the chance.

House?!

Malaysian boleh jugak.

So that 'NO HARM' when collision happens?

MAFIA!! muahaha!!

The reason why Malaysians are always lost.

Extreme game that meant to be extreme'd'. =D

Tired of riding with hands?

Step on it then. =)

BEWARE~! 2012~!!

The polis car?

The police's ass must be itchy.

Even the cow is been trained!

That's where Mr. Bean learnt from.

gg.com!

The mission impossible.

Rushing home for festival when pants is left undried? haha

Parking lines with 'NO PARKING' signboard?!

Safety 'tyres' instead of safety belts!! lmao~

Save it.

I don't think this board was made by Malay.

So what's clamp in malay?

Just keep awake a little while more or you're gonna sleep the whole life my dear.

No fees needed.

Don't waste.

Don't ever try to steal!

Are you gonna, even touch it?

Squeeze!!

And the fertilizer is?

Free aircond.. =S

Why we use smart.

He must be good in balancing.. =D

Stupid A.

Save the earth.

The latest design for helmet.

How pity!! I will not do this I swear!!

The emergency pathway?

The maximum of car-pooling.

Selfservice by paying?! F!!

Me doesn't think that there'll be people stealing this helmet.

Freshmilk for giant?

Love is blind.

Running outta time?

Use things wisely.

A secret way?

Car plate, 978, saman, kena.

To show the justice.

=.="

So is it halal?

Been left alone.

2010-01-07T05:06:00.006+08:00

I couldn't fall asleep, and it was already 3 in the morning.. I rejected my xdo's diidii(s) to meet up today. They actually planned to find me just now, before 0130 arrived, but I rejected and didn't reply their message cos I didn't know what to reply! =.="

There I didn't eat the whole day, waiting for Bui and Gor to come and bring me for dinner at least. Who knows Gor didn't bring Bui come but straight to the airport tomorrow morning~!! ARGH!!! So freaking hungry!!! !$#@%!$#^

There he came after showered from gym. We went to pasar malam and i grabbed my food! Am having a serious unbalanced-diet. lolz!!

Anyway, I left unasleep.

Texted him, and told him am not gonna do my assignment, cos I don't have the mood to do so in few messages after the first. I was like kept saying night to him, and he asked why was it 'so fast' to say night to him. Being blank in my mind, I answered, "want you to sleep, time for you to sleep." @@~ And then he said he loves me and misses me. (Of course I feel the same towards him.) But I was really down this few days and I told him. Again, he asked what's wrong and asked me to tell him, and I said I don't know, maybe it's just I don't have a boyfriend in quite a time, and will just think too much.

He apologised, and asked if it's him, not doing good enough to me.. And I was like, "don't say sorry, it was just me thinking too much." And he said he really loves me (this warmed my heart). I was like do cool, I said I need time, am scared, refuse to be hurt. He said he understands and I asked him to sleep.

Yes, he did go to bed, left me unreplied.

Hmm.. But I couldn't sleep, not because of been left unreplied.. I was so down~

Did I make the right choice, not about picking a 'candidate' for my boyfriend but a decision to have a boyfriend at this time? We did talk about this the other night. Told him how I feel and think due to what happened before.. He said he will be unhappy if am in unhappy mode. He said he's not gonna hurt me, not gonna treat me like before. But can I take this promise as promise?

I asked, "Will you lie to me?" And he answered he will not.

"I saw."

Is it what I shouldn't see? Perhaps it's not or it's gonna be real embarrassing of being misunderstanding.

(Bet no one will know what I'm saying here.)

Am just feeling insecure~ Maybe the cut was too deep, and it brought me negative thoughts. Or, is it my temper is still the same? Am glad that I didn't get mad, and I hope that I will not get mad, at least not to him that I never done getting mad.

About discussing the same thing the other night, his reply melted my heart.

Need a pair of couple tells everything to each other without hiding? I bet he knows me better than I know him. Cos am doing much of the talker part and he's doing much of the listener part. I hope he can become the talker part more sometimes since before. He didn't get online, and don't know what I've typed in my personal message after that day. Anyway, am gonna change it. (I hope I won't love him more than he loves me but I think am in this way now.)

I have no idea of what to say, it's roughly like this, what I wanna share. I hope he'll understand.

Baby, if you're reading this, don't feel down or uneasy. Am not gonna give up, am gonna be with you, not to promise of the rest of my life, but to promise I will try my best to keep us going on.

Well, I've done my Malaysian Music's assignment and 50% of World Music's. Am not gonna do it anymore.. One and a half hour more to go. I wanna go to class, and don't wanna absent from anyone of it!!! So I think am gonna reject Michelle (she asked me if I'm going back to Maison and dance for them). Hmm.. I think I thought it right. =)

5:44am shown, 8-9.30am and 11.30am-12.30pm classes later.. How am I gonna spend that 2 hours between?

OMG,

my eyes are closing~!!

NONONONONONONONO!!!!

NO SLEEPING JESSIE!!

Love in da house~ ^o^

2010-01-05T15:10:00.011+08:00

A post to remember, I love you.

New Year Eve and Dinner with Baby's Friends~

2010-01-04T06:06:00.004+08:00

I put all those things in him, bet he had the 'stare' that night.. =)

Willy, Jeff, Chun Kit. =)

Photos above taken in Desa Parkcity, New Year Eve.. Had party there at the stage.. Went to some 'cafe' and baby had beer with his friends.. I realised, there's no me and Barry.. (Barry came with us..) =)

Baby in McD, Connaught, Cheras.. Tweety Birdiie~!! Muakzz!

We're gonna get new same model phones~ Weee~!!

J : " Don't wanna choi u ady.. "

W : " Wey~~ "

J : " What? Wanna fight is it? "

P/S : Just some memories that don't wanna be deleted.. =)

The date. =)

2010-01-03T08:52:00.008+08:00

Venue :

The Curve

Date :

2010-01-01

Schedule :

Got waken up by Barry's message, Barry and Hui Ern were both awake..

Called Will to wake him up, went to get myself ready..

Hui Ern reached my place, and followed by Will in not more than 15 minutes time.. =)

Went to Time Square, waited Barry for about half an hour...

Hmm.. Or maybe more? XD

There HE n I decided to call Teng~

She was in 1u, and going to The Curve after that, and the point is, we can meet up!! Haha..

(Can't describe how happy I was.. Well, am still happy now..)

After B arrived, we went to car park to get HE's car, headed to The Curve to meet Teng up..

Stupid J, HE and W!!

None of us remember where we parked the car, only knew that we parked it in Basement 5.

==" WAA?!

And after we found the car, the parking ticket had already expired. Funny isn't it?

There we reached in The Curve, met Teng in Borders instead of 'Modest'.. XD

But I swear, I did see 'Modest'!!! =(

HE started to make noise, complaining that she's really hungry, and we gone to eat. =)

She waited her food for really long time..

There's a story behind the bill as shown above..

I never knew the waitress was beside me when I was complaining~

That was so funny yet embarrassing~ =S

Ciao for movie after that..

Sent Teng home after movie, her aunty complaint that it's late.. (23xx)

GG.com!!!

The 1st date in Year 2010, and it fell on 0101!!

Our frienship will never have a full stop!! Hooray~! =D

(Too bad that my baby Will is not here in these photos.)

Hanging out with family.

2010-01-03T07:35:00.006+08:00

This ah pek Tey Jia Long , looks so nerdy here, like those nerds who study hard for exams!! Haha.. But believe me, he's NOT!
\

Look at that Mummy Tey!!! We can never stop laughing everytime we see this.. XD

Jiaying looks like ghost here~ =S

Budak ponteng tuition gi Pavilion!!! Shh!! Don't tell her mama!! xD (my sister, the poser.) =D

My mum.. Beautiful isn't she? Loves!

Tadaa.. Fat gurl is her mummy!! Muakzz!! =)

When I got nothing to do... =X

Officially together...

2010-01-03T07:33:00.001+08:00

Willy Chua Wee Lee & Jessie Tey Jia Xi

Date : 2010-01-03

I love this! =)

An exhausted but happening one day trip~

2009-12-29T01:30:00.012+08:00

The 152 cm girl that calls herself a 160 cm-ed girl's height (153cm) after wearing a nike sports shoes~!! xD
The aunty sitting next to the 'caterpillar' said, 'you ah you ah, gou gao, ke yi jin theme park'~ so funny!! Rofl..

My brother and his girlfriend..... =)

Mummy Tey!!!

Willy and moi~~ =)

Mummy looks so 'xiao hai zi' here~~~ My sista, Ying~~ =)

Me and the monkey Bui~~

I took this!! =D

Am talented!!! ngekk!! love this much!! =D

Mummy and moi~~ =)

This makes me saying, "The one and the only that can be seen~" Feizl.. =)

He's really tall....

My mum covered her face~ =)

Venue : Genting Highlands

Date : 27-12-2009

Toilet Bowl~

2009-12-28T23:45:00.003+08:00

Share with yall~ Lovess~

XOXO~ =)

2009-12-27T05:37:00.005+08:00

My brother.. =)

Mummy and I~ Hehe~ =)

My two siblings~

Sleeping beauty~ Yes! Hehe..

Bui eating milo ==

Love this!

While waiting for JiaYing to be done with her business... Zzz~ Hehe~ xD

10 more minutes JiaYing's gonna wake up.. Wonder if I have the energy to Genting in about 2 hours time.. GG.com!!

Dato' Buddies~ XD

2009-12-27T04:04:00.005+08:00

Christine woke me up today.. And they reached while I was bathing.. I didn't have enough time to get myself ready up.. Stupiak~! I miss them MUCH~!! Muakzz!! Miss yall.. Keep in touch gurls.. =D

A Christmas Day.

2009-12-26T01:14:00.002+08:00

25th, Dec, 2009....
What an unexpected day..
Met with someone unexpected, with unexpected feelingss,
AND.....
Something unexpected, freaking funny happened!!
omFg~!! (he's so unlucky everytime with me, we are not meant to be, and now i accepted that statement with open arms! ) =D
We were both together for both 25th, Dec, 2008 and 2009! Haha~!!
That's something funny, but am happy for that too..

So...
I would say, what a day I had.. +.+
(So F.U.N.N.Y)
Out of no where, I feel like getting high and drinking.. =.="
Staying alone in this room, BORED!!

I gotta feeling~

2009-12-24T16:37:00.004+08:00

It's time to party home babey!!! My dad just bought another 6 bottles of Chivas Regal 18 the other day~ Wuuhoo~!! And my house got quite a number of liquor now~ =D My boys and some of my gurls will be here with me tonight~! Weee~!!! Sound happening!!

Here I go:
"I gotta feeling, that tonight's gonna be a goodnight~"

Make it happens baby!!

*Gonna make real lotsa photos! Gotcha!!*

Bitches, sex-addicted gitches with no one to fuck, COME TO MAMA!!

2009-12-24T03:52:00.003+08:00

There's people talking, they talked about moi. I should have said I love copycats instead of I hate copycats in my facebook. Why? It's simply because there are people stalking you, and you worth them to stalk! It's a good sign thou, isn't it? Hahaha~!!!

I think I will update my blog everyday from now onwards, JUST TO LET MY HATERS AND "FANS" to stalk moi!! Muahaha~!!

Failure is a step for success (from Barry)
Use it wisely peeps~ xD

My new hair style...

2009-12-22T04:45:00.002+08:00

Can see from Gsix and Yumcha Session post, as I said I will upload..
Yippee!!!
Now I see how happy I can actually be... =)

Yumcha Session with my babes, Michelle and Xiang.. =)

2009-12-22T03:10:00.006+08:00

It's Michelle telling that she wants to topup her phone~ Haha

Jessie!!

Photo of the day~~ =)

Feipo needs to cut down weight d.. Look at Michelle!! So thin

Ah ma!! hehe

Xiang was in blur look.. Didn't take any photo with him.. But I did take a video of US! Haha!!

This is the sesat video taken in 星光大道 cafe.. xD

The crazy ass - Jessie.

Random Shooting at home.. XD

2009-12-22T02:15:00.003+08:00

Really have no idea of who took this for me.

Heehee~~ ^o^v

My grandmum after wearing my cap and spec (got only frame) =D

Take 2~ Yeah~!

This is what I asked my granny to do.. Nice pose isn't it? =)

Jia Ying entertaining us in TV room.. Haha!!!

Waterfall~ =)

2009-12-21T19:19:00.008+08:00

Lousy mummy don't know how to use a camera phone properly~ So blur~!! @@"

Gonna fall... Wooh!!

Can fall anytime.. It's slippery!!

I was standing at a quite high place.

Here's what I took, ain't blur at all!! Here comes my mummy, Soh Guat Ley aka Tey Mummy~!! Tadaa!!! Pretty isn't she? (She was yawning~) =)

My cousin, See Wen Qian from Singapore, 1st time been to this kinda place. She was so girl!! xD

My sister, Tey Jia ying. =)

My cousin, Tey Jia Yee (am not sure ith the spelling.. )

Yeah...~ "I got a fish~"

Date taken : 06/12/2009

Venue : Somewhere I don't know... XD

Hanging out with the boys.. (16/12/2009-19/12/2009)

2009-12-21T18:44:00.006+08:00

The 1st mean after the boys arrived... Me drove to KL Central to pick them up.. (Did ask Joe to lead me there the day before.. ) xD

They are like so hungry~!! @@"

Bui ordered the wrong set~ =)

Eating in Steven's Corner (Setapak) after singing K in Neway (Cheras)~!
Xiang 'hack'ed Yoong's house keys...

Ended up Yoong 'you jia gui bu de'~ Muahaha!!

Thanks for taking this photo for me~ Chee Wei.. =)

1st day~>The boys reached in KL central, I went to pick them up, then brought them for sushi in Leisure Mall, then we ciao ady.. Then the boys went for snooker, I went back home for my pressy for Darling and all.. Then we went to Wangsa Maju to pick Barry up, Pasar Malam, then fetched him back, then Sing K!!! Hahaha~!! Went to Genting Kelang's Steven Corner for supper~ (Crazy asses we are!!) xD (Yit Chun was staring at us when we were high-ing for the song - I gotta feeling in Neway.. )

2nd day~> Fetched the guys to MidValley... Had fun there.. Haha.. Then went to Wangsa Maju and Melati Utama for Barry and Joey~! Hehe.. There we went for our Maison night... Chee wei and me got drunk~!! Muahaha~!! But Chee Wei was worse than me.. XD Xiang drove my car back from Maison.. Haha~!! (Yit Chun got addicted to club after that.. )

3rd day~> G6 night... Xiang got drunk this time!! Vomitted like tut~! (Yit Chun complaint that Maison is nicer and said that he wanted to come KL every Thursday, just for club!!) It's freaking funny!! Muahaha!!

4th day~> Fetched the guys back.. =) Went back home (Segamat) and fell asick... And the fever comes and goes.. Lipido!

Special thanks to Joey~

2009-12-21T08:03:00.001+08:00

Thanks Joe(y)~ XD
Goodnight! Thanks!!
My parents are already awake!!
Shh.. =)

让哥哥骗去卖猪仔记

2009-12-21T06:00:00.008+08:00

老舅煮的。。肉很辣，很好吃。。=）

这些狗超恐怖的。。华语英文都不会听，结果是听马来话的！炸到！！

好吃哦~（第一次吃）

超好笑的！！

这是petrol的价钱。。吓死人！

不知道哥哥在弄什么。。照拍就对了。。呵呵

看见我的脚吗？很好玩！哈哈！！

用了很久的时间才下到那边去的。。厉害吧？

哥哥讲我是万金~@@"

两个可怜的女人。。。可是右边的较可怜，因为左边的有份骗右边的来这里。。

好了。。走吧~

“给我扶~”

“很难上叻~我不敢啦！！”

“要跌了要跌了！！”

慢慢的。。真的怕跌到。。真的恐怖！！=(

就要到了！！到了！哈哈！！

哥哥拉住得这个东西我根本没有力拉！！这条东西已经开电了，围着整个巴，不要给大象进来。。

看有多肮脏！！回到家妈咪还不肯给我们park里面，还是我驾去洗的！

沙场~那个人肯定以为我在拍他。哈哈！！

老舅冲好凉，梳好头发了。。*靓仔了* 哈哈！

这些照片是在04/12/2009拍的。。

是我跟朋友出去dinner回来，给哥哥骗讲回segamat结果直接载进mersing的！！

气死我，在车上乱喊。。

大镜给我踢爆~

哈哈！！

爸爸到今天才骂我。。

“你的脚等下给我砍断啊，已经第二辆了，你还要踢几辆？”

哈哈！！

我是比较喜欢，向往城市的人，

其实偶尔酱子玩的感觉不错。。=）

Here I intro my Ok & Ko~ ^.^v

2009-12-21T05:02:00.005+08:00

Here comes my baby Ko!!!

Here comes my baby Ok.. *Don't run!!*

Wanted them to take a photo with my phones.. (Black & white) xD

*Come here Ok, stop going there Ko!!*

Finally stayed still... Tadaa!! My babies.. =)

Date taken : 13/12/2009.. =)
They are bigger in size now, Ko is more active than before. =)

Ok~> female

Ko~> Male..

Ko was smaller than Ok in size, but it's bigger than Ok now!!

Go Ok and Ko.. Mummy will try to love yall more!! <3

Gsix in 6th floor, the Gardens!

2009-12-21T03:21:00.006+08:00

Pose Pose Pose again!!! Hehe!!!

Kinda love this although can see my tummy~ Yit Chun asked me to diet!!! GOSH!! @@

A 10 years seitong after he's drunk.. Xiang~ =)

Angeline, a quite good friend, a friend that can count on.. Muakzz!!

38 er ren zu!! TJX and WJX!!! *lovess*

Me and Angeline again.. =)

2 'sohai' got crazy in G6 toilet!! Wakaka!! =)

Bubye Gsix... Gsix is a new opened club.. No much people know... It's kinda high class...

Hmm.. A tv costs 200 k!!! What an ASS!!! CRAZY!!!

I went into the VIP room for the boss... It's so fucking magnificent!!!
Loves!! =)

Life

2009-12-17T06:55:00.001+08:00

I learned . . . that one can never go back, that one should not ever try to go back - that the essence of lifeis going forward. Life is really a one-way street.